The Truth About Addiction - Clean Slate # 29
How I'm feeling about my journey: 😓 Burdoned It's been nearly a month since I've written here. I got a bit derailed after realizing how overwhelming it felt to try to get a post out every day. So I took my ambitions in the opposite direction and made no posts at all! This is typical for me. Lots of things are simply black and white in my mind. I argue that this serves me in some kind of positive way, namely in giving me a secure direction under any given circumstance. However, I think it rather causes me grief where maybe I shouldn't have to be suffering grief at all. While I've been absent, I've managed to mostly follow the rules I'd written about my dieting...no, that's not really true. I think I actually broke all but ONE rule (the 'no eating sugar' one). The longer I've stayed away from here (my accountability tool), the more and more I felt willing to cheat my rules. It started with accidentally watching TV while eating a sn
